This one's for God.

Sometimes I just have to write out my prayers, and tonight is one of those nights. From time to time this is going to be a prayer blog, and tonight, I got a lot of praying to do.  So this is just a heads up, this one's for God.

God.

I am so overwhelmed with just excitement and love and at the same time I am scared out of my mind. My head is a complete mess of just thoughts and anxieties that I know that right now you are the only real foundation upon which i can pour my heart out to. Lord your plans for me right now are so huge. King George high school is about to change forever, I am about to change forever. You have instilled in me the greatest hope for such a strong future of leadership and growth, and I cannot be grateful enough for the teammate you have given me. God I just pray for Dan. He is such a faithful follower, and i pray that we can just grow together. that our strengths and weaknesses will just be met by each other. I pray that you give us the strength to be bold and courageous in times of hardship. starting this new school is going to be a battle God, but we are so ready. i have so much confidence that Dan will be an awesome leader. and i just pray that the boys at king george will see you through him. everytime we walk into the halls at king george i just pray that you will be with us, every step. i want so badly for younglife to just thrive in this high school God, and I want so badly for you to just move in each and every highschooler. God some of them know you, and others no nothing of you and i just cannot wait to see lives that will be touched by your holy spirit. God you are so present in my life right now, more than ever, and words cannot describe my emotions right now. This is really happening. I am really a younglife leader. it is so crazy, and i truely never knew what  this day would feel like. God you are so good. I pray that you will just search my heart, and know my anxious thoughts, and lead me Lord. because that is what I truely am, a follower. i may be a leader now, but i pray that i will never ever forget that i am always a follower. that's it God, I am following you. I trust you whole heartedly and i know that no matter what happens, i have you. thank you so much for just being there, and showing up in my life. you have my full attention, i cannot wait to see your plans unfold. i am so ready to do work for you. I love you.

amen.